Tuesday, 01 February 2011

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• cleanin out the rat cage

  i like tomorrow...well, today? lol
  it's a new day a new month and a new time, and i am ready. it is too, too late to be doing this, or, really, not doing this. i made a promise to me..why am i loyal to others and not myself?
  
  i'll award myself with cigarettes for not eating..!
  no food in the morning..? congrats, you getta cig!
  no food at lunch and after schoool..? congrats, a cig!
  gotta conserve tho cuz this weekend i'm finally [finallyfinallyfinally] getting to hang with my bros again. without sneakin around.
  
  tho i lost my virginity in the past coupla weeks and it was fucking awful. =[ not because the guy was awful... he was good. but i'm just... ugh, so damn fat.
  oh well, i'll work it all off. i wanna work off a pound a day, what's the best way to do this? run for an hour, don't eat and then do some crunches..? lol, prolly. i'm gonna look it up then sleep cause i wanna be skinny and toned for the guy i like, cause he looks like a demigod, hehh.
  
  so...
  planned...
  b: nothin
  l: cig! lolllll
  d: um, depends.
  total: hopefully 0. =[
  
  i think i'll drive my car down to this desolate neighbourhood and run around it. drivin the car so i can check the time, lol, and because i hate walking on the street, it's dangerous and i have to stop to make sure i'm not about to be crushed, damn. and i've seen toooo many birds and shit get run over and that is nerve wrackin.
  i promise everyone i will be 120 in 2 months tops. TOPS. i am almost 140 now. i swear to god if i dont then i owe that guy like... some kinda payback where i ain't hideous lol.
  
  gonna finish off the last of my tahitian treat then go to bed. tomorrow, no screw ups, the next day, no screw ups. never anymore screwups.
  [cause you gotta be skinny-ass to be able to wear tripp pants without lookin like a fool lol]
  
  

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